You may want to explore same sex relationships either in fantasy or real life.
In Kolkata, prostitution is present in different forms.
You will have your own limits when it comes to how connected you want to be. The following resources might help you define your ideal relationship while clearly conveying your wishes to others.
They focus on non-monogamies which may not suit you but still contain useful advice about negotiating boundaries and clear communication The Ethical Slut Opening Up Rewriting the Rules Exhibitionism for the shy You may want to visit chat forums, blogs, websites and groups with like-minded people.
And she carried lots of attitude and stories how customers shower money on her. Been there 15 long years and hence very difficult to accept the kind of prices quoted by some SP's and the quality offered by others.
It wasn't bad but tad hurried and she didn't allow proper fingering also. Guess some moneyed people have spoiled them completely. Seems I am too habitual of Delhi service and prices!